In a few days....

The election will be over (no matter who your voting for, thank God, it'll be over) and I'll be 32. Yup, birthday coming up. (runs away screaming) lol, just kidding. Well maybe. I am doing good. Getting over a cold. I'm thinking of re-vamping this blog, or possibly just starting a new one... I'm leaning towards a new one. I will keep this one however. See, I want to do a "story" type of blog... Basically it would amount to a fake blog, but as a story... Now whether or not I'll be honest and tell people its fake is up for debate. Though, if I go with the story idea I'm thinking of, people will know its fake from the first word, but will still find it entertaining. I don't know yet. Give me time I'll think of something lol. I'm crazy, bear this in mind at all times when dealing with me... Hell, I didn't call it "CrazyWoman" for nothing!!! :) Til next time....

Sorting mail lol

So much for posting more often heh? Lol, yeah I know, I'm pathetic. But hey, at least I'm honest. And I think the key word here, is TRY. :-) Anyways I'm back at work full time now, thank God. I've been working 5 days a week Mon-Fri since the beginning of Aug. I don't have much $$$ but bills are getting paid, and I should be able to start putting some savings away starting with my next check. Hell, even if its only $40 per check, it'll be something. The job I'm at is seasonal, which means I'll be laid off mid December, but I've been with the company (seasonally anyway) for 15 years, so I know what I'm getting into.

 I quit my retail job at a dollar store. I'd been there since march of 2011, and the ENTIRE time, except for this past Easter, it had been 1-2 days a week, sometimes not even that, for 5 hour shifts only. Um, yeah, I'm not ever gonna make it on my own on that kind of money. If I was 18, maybe I could be happy with that (Yay! I don't have to work today!) but I'm not. I'm 31, will be 32 soon. Buh Bye!!! The one good thing to come out of it is that I learned to be a cashier, so I have that experience to put down on future job searches. Which, come December, will be starting again. But thats ok. I keep going back to the seasonal job for 2 reasons. #1, obviously, $$$$$. They pay more per hour, simple as that. #2 though, I love the job. Physically, I'm moving around most of the day, even when I'm standing in one place, I have stuff coming to me. (Its a food/snack/goodies company, they sell by catalog, internet and various stores, including, but not limited to, their own stores)

Its an assembly line type of workplace, so stuff is always coming at you, whether your putting 1-4 things on in the basket as it comes down the line, or a packer, putting the whole thing together, from off of a tray from the tray line (I'm usually on the tray line, only I'm just adding the pears/apples, etc to the tray, to be sent down the packers... You would NOT believe how fast those packers can pack. Seriously, they are FAST FAST FAST!!! I can't do it that fast). So even when I'm standing still, I have stuff coming to me, which means my attention is on that, and it also makes the day go by ALOT faster than it would at a desk job. I love that. I wouldn't be able to stand a desk job. Not unless I was also able to move around alot. Seriously, if someone wanted to just hire me to be an errand girl or some shit, I'd be more than ok with that. Cause I'd be moving around and well, it would make the day go by fast. I may look into something like that after I'm laid off again. Cause I really wouldn't mind it.

I'm still pen palling, will be til I die, lol. I need to cut some pals loose though. Some I'm just not bonding with, and some I just don't hear from often enough to want to keep writing (we're talking once every 3-4 months here, not every few weeks). So I'm letting some go. I'm going to write them though and let them know. I'll be nice about it, just say something about $$ reasons or something. Though to be honest thats also partially true, cause once I'm laid off again, at least for awhile, I won't be able to buy stamps as often as I like. I was able to keep it up this last time around (the last lay off I mean) but this next year may be different because my grandma, who I live with, is retiring in Jan. And both my dad's and I's rent will be alittle more. Not by much, but we're gonna be splitting the cable/light/food bills 3 ways. I don't think it will be more than about 50 a week for me (I'm paying $30 per week right now, and when I'm laid off again, my unemployment will be $118 a week) So I'll be limiting some of my hobbies.... But I'll still be writing lol :-)

My main bill right now is my phone bill, but I may be able to take care of that in Nov. I got a walmart straight talk phone, and they have 6-month cards... Unlimited everything for 6 months. I'm thinking, to save myself the hassle, I will get 1 maybe 2 of those cards in November, that way, if I end up not finding work for awhile after I'm laid off, I'll at least not have to worry about my phone getting shut off. Cause god knows, I need my phone. I text. Alot. Daily. :-) Anyways we will see how it goes. I'll know by Feb. if I need to limit my palling by ALOT or if I'll be able to carry it on just fine. To be honest, I think it will be fine. What I do know for sure is that I will never give it up. I love it too much.  Well, I'll post again in a few days. Til next time....

Back at home....

Trip to Buffalo was awesome!!!!! Seriously one of the best decisions I've made. I had a blast. We went to Niagara Falls, and that was probably one of the coolest experiences of my life. We went on a boat that goes right up to wear the falls come down. Got totally drenched, but it was worth it. I took a ton of pics from the train... More from in CO than any other. Most of the places we went through were pretty flat. And I love the mountains lol. I may have to go back to CO for a visit. That place was freakin beautiful. I am going to start updating this blog more often. I've been kinda slacking since I started it. But no biggie. :) After all, its not like everybody and their mother is reading it..... Yet. lol :) Til next time....

I leave a week from today. The waiting is bugging me more than I thought it would. But soon I'll be there, and I can't wait! I'm taking my stationary and letters with me, so I'll have something to do on the train. Plus my books so I'll be keeping myself entertained. Pretty much the only thing I need to do now is make sure I get on the train on time and don't freak out in Chicago lol. Sacramento won't be to bad I don't think, but hey I been wrong before. Wish me luck.

Been alittle while. Not much new to report expect that the dates are now set for my trip. I'll be gone June 13th til the 26th. I am soooooo looking forward to this its not even funny. I leave 2 weeks from today! Pretty much the only things I still have to do is get a travel pillow for the train. I'm taking Amtrak. I'm just to chicken shit to fly lol. I also need to get some of those snack bars (like those breakfest/power bars) to have something to eat on the train. I don't want to pay for meals on the train. I'm allowed 2 carry-on's NOT counting purses so I'll use one for my books, and one for a change of clothes, snacks, plus my purse, and a fanny pack. I'll have my wallet/phone/charger/cash in the fanny pack. Only I won't be wearing it on my fanny, but in front lol. I'm crazy, not stupid. I will try and post more often now that I have access to a computer more often than I use too. I heard from LAW again. She claimed she emailed a court show about her "case" against me, and that I had nothing to lose by going on tv with her cause I would get $200-300 just for being on the show, a free flight there and free hotel. So I told her whatever, bring it. Not only do I KNOW she would freakin miserably, (I have every letter, and email and facebook message she's sent me AND OTHERS calling us all sorts of names, and yet she wants to see ME for "slander"?! Yeah, ooookaaaaay bitch, bring it) but I seriously doubt she even contacted them. I want her to go away and stop freakin bothering me and my friends. But apparently she doesn't know how. Anyways I'm out for now. Later Gaters...

Long dreary days....

My life has been slightly boring lately. On one hand thats a good thing, since I haven't heard from ms.pyscho since the beginning of feb. (Thank You God!!!) But 2 things have happened to brighten up my days. The most important one is my upcoming trip. I'm leaving town in June, to go see Desi. She's in NY. It will be my first trip that far away. And also, my first train trip. I decided to not to fly for 2 reasons. #1. I'm a chicken shit. #2. I don't really feel like getting groped. :) I am REALLY looking forward to this. Grandma will possibly go ape shit on me due to $$$ but fuck it. Its paid for. So its all good. And its not like I'm asking her to fund it. I got it all taken care of. I may not have alot of spending money while I'm out that, but I'll have enough to get by, and have alittle bit of fun.

The second thing is, I've been thinking more and more about my idea of placing an ad in a local paper for pen pals. I decided to do it, and took the ad out today. It comes out tomorrow. Its a weekly freebie rag, one of those Nickel & Dime type freebies, but it goes to 8 counties, and although it only started appearing here about a year or so ago, its grown CONSIDERABLY. And to be honest its much better than the Nickel, which has been running here for years and years. I get it every week just too see whats in there, and also what personal ads are running. The ad itself was short and sweet. "Bored Female 30ish loves writing, seeks old school postal pen pals, possible new friends. Everyone welcome, any age. No inmates however. Write to" and the address. It will be interesting to see what, or any, kind of replies I get. Especially since I put the "Bored" part in. Maybe I'll get some suggestions lol. We'll see.

Mz.Psycho again

So in the past month I've gotten 4 things in the mail from LAW. 1 was a letter last friday. And today I got 3 postcards from her. All the same bs saying I'm getting sued by her and la de da. Stupid bitch. Bring it, I say. She says that I am so beaten down by her that I will say and do anything to get attension... Umm, lady, I'm not the one mailing letters every week to people I don't even know calling them names and talking all sorts of shit about them. You are. Please, for god's sake, pull your head outta your ass. Anyways I placed a pen pal ad up state 2 weeks ago and so far have gotten 3 letters from it. 2 from inmates (I have a po box) I wish it was more. I'd like some more friends from up in that area. But we'll see. I still have 2 more weeks for the ad.

Phone number changed

So somehow LAW got ahold of my cell phone number. I woke up this past Tuesday morning to 30 fucking text messages from the bitch. Give me a break. She used some internet service to send free texts. Of course, bitch ain't gonna use her real number. So I got it changed. One good thing about my phone is that I can change my number up to 4 times a year for free. Lol, like I would need to that often. At least lets hope not right? Riiiight. lol Anyways its raining, and I gotta walk home in it. I don't mind much, my umbrella's pretty good, its just that my feet are frozen.

And now she's texting me

Stupid bitch LAW got ahold of my cell phone number. My guess is she used her fake account to look at my info (where I had listed my pobox and #) before I found out about the fake one and blocked it too. They were both fake #'s, from some free internet service. Swear if I ever get to Texas I'm going to kick the bitches ass from here to the fucking moon.

Peace

Nothin from LAW today thank God. I talked to Monique yesterday. One of her aunt's is a cop. So on monday or Tusday, we're going down to talk to them and the post office. This is bullshit. And I ain't standin for it. All I did was stand up for 2 friends of mine who she was spreadin all kinds of shit about. Maybe that was a mistake but when someone is calling one of your friends a cunt and whore, and another a sex offender (AND HE'S FUCKING NOT!!!!!) Well, I'm sorry, but I'm not going to just sit there and say nothing. Especially when its all fucking lies. I don't stand for that shit. Never have. Never Will. Anyways its been peaceful today. Hopefully it will stay that way.

ANYWAYS........

I placed an ad in an upstate newspaper for pen pals from that area. I made a trip through there last October when my friend Desi flew out here from Buffalo. It was a beautiful area/town and I thought it would be nice to have some pen pals there.... Gives me an excuse to go back lol :) I'm still debating doing a local one... Just to see what kind of a response I would get. Why? Cause I'm crazy like that thats why. Part of it is boredom, I won't even lie. But I am curious to see what kind of a response it would bring. But we shall see.... Til Monday...

Law, AGAIN!!!!

Why, why WHY?!?!?! I got a frickin postcard from her today. She said, and I quote, "Real Mature!! Cutting and pasting my letters and emails to you on your "wall" Only Retards do that. Real grown up Retard, Dumb Cunt"

I don't get why she has to keep bothering me. I got both her accounts blocked now so I shouldn't have anymore problems on facebook with her, by mail is another story

So MizzCrazyBitch aka, LAW is at it again. She blocked me on FB back in May. Well, this past sunday she unblocked me and went straight to my friends list and began sending several of them emails telling me what a fat bitch I am, that I'm a liar, and oh yeah, their all idiot sheep for being friends me, look like fucking whales, etc etc. The bitch has lost her damn mind, thats all there is to it. I don't get it. Below, is the message she sent me...

Wow, I'm glad I unblocked you, cuz I found where u said some BS about me on ur wall on Dec. 30th!!! Man, you are an attention freak aren't you...u crave attention no matter where and how u get it! Oh, BTW, before I reported the shit you said about me on Dec. 30th...I PRINTED IT ALL OUT!! Damn!!! I even have the printout where u said you want to appear on tv court show!! YES!!!! no backing out now!!! I'll submit a case tomorrow or first of this week...I'm thinking maybe Judge Mathis...and I'll show him the email where Mary Ann S called me the N word...Judge Mathis doesn't take any SHIT! Since Mary Ann is ur friend...hey u just admited where you, Frank, Lisa Lippert, Mary Ann and Shauna should appear too, Hell bring them along! I'll sue all of them all at once!!! I know you are "slow" but re-read my letter. I said I COULD have you banned from facebook. I never said I WOULD! Jeez! Since I have a copy of the death threat and a visible addy (snail mail) to Facebook, I still COULD!!! Are u scared? I bet you are! So, like I said, since you are willing to be on a court tv show...I'll submit a case...Judge Judy would EAT YOU ALIVE...I would pay to see THAT!!!!! It would be awesome! I'll show her EVERYTHING...esp the postcard you sent out of spite!! I'm prepared, are you??? I might just go ahead and file a police report here! You forgot to tell ur buddies all the letters you sent me via snail mail last summer and the yellow envie one you sent me a week be4 Christmas! LOL LOL I love where you wrote on the envie "you need to read this"! I hope the Postmaster got the note I left him/her! Talk about harassement!!! Oh, be sure to cut and past this email on ur open facebook wall...ur idiot pals will get a kick out of this!!! BUSTED BUSTED BUSTED!!!!! See ya in court!! :)

She keeps saying she's going to take us to court but not a real court (as you can see from above) but court tv. Uh honey, they'll be laughing at YOU not me... The only reason I know she will never do it is that she KEEPS ON SENDING US LETTERS. BY MAIL!! We ALL have sooooooo much shit against her, its not even funny. I seriously hope she does sue me cause she will lose miserably! The thing is though, I really wish she would pull her head out of her ass and get help. Cause she clearly needs it!

oh and one more thing

Monique is doing MUCH better. She starts going back to school on the 9th. She'll be getting her grant money soon too which will help her get a place to stay. She's staying with a friend right now. So its been good for her. James and Holly, some other friends I re-met through her (went to high school with both of them, but didn't know them well) are doing good too. They were on the street too, but got an apartment now. My heart is at ease now with all of them. There is one more that still concerns me but I've come to realize that girl is a user BIG TIME. Not with drugs, but with the people around her. I do feel sorry for her, but I cannot allow myself to be used like that. I refuse.

been a minute...

Things got alittle crazy for me for a minute but I'm back lol. Long story short, I just been busy as hell with working and then getting laid off. I'm still at my part time cashiering job, but thats only 1 or 2 days a week, for 5 hour shifts. Still, its something right? Riiight. I've also been dealing with a crazy bitch by mail. She lives in TX and me, and several other former mutual pen pals of her's now refer to her as LAW due to her initials. There's a few other names but I'll be polite here and keep them to myself. Long story short, the woman went off on a pal I'll call "S" last year because S deleted the comments LAW made about a singer she like (who she had posted some pics of on her wall) S then made a posting stating simply that if you didn't like a singer she liked, to at least be polite and keep it to yourself, after all, its her page. (LAW had made several comments in fact, calling this singer a fucking douchebag F------- among other things). S made no mention of names. Well LAW went off and started sending letters to all the mutual pen pals and said S was a lying sack of shit, a bad person, pen pal, and swapper (Google friendship books and swapping for a better explantion than I can give here) and a fucking bitch and yada yada yada. Well, me and a few others wrote her and asked her to stop sending us these things, and yes I admit I did state that I thought she seriously needed to fucking chill. Well that was a mistake cause then she came down on my ass calling me all sorts of shit and claiming she's going to sue me on Judge Judy. Not in a "real" court, but on tv. Thats the part that says it all to me. She doesn't want to go to a real small claims court with NO CAMERA'S, but on TV. That, to me, says it all. Anyways I got a letter from her recently and she basically just stated the same shit over again about how me and all the others are all going down and we're gonna pay and la de fuckin da. Crazy bitch. She needs to be slapped I swear. Anyways thats my news for now. I'll post more often from now on, thats my only resolution for this year lol. Til next time....